Treat her well or someone else will........from the experience of a douche.

Before I get started, I would just like to apologise on behalf of all men who have never took the time to realise what they had until it was gone; You know those men who take their woman for granted and then suffer the repercussions even if they pretend they don't care. 

So, where do I begin, it was February the 12th, I remember this as it was my mothers birthday. It was an awesome day spent with my mother before she went to work and that night I had been invited to this party, it turns out I would meet a girl that I fell hopeless in love with, in such a short space of time, someone who I thought I would marry and I'm only young. 

It was about 9 o'clock when I met eyes with the most beautiful person I had ever met and she asked me for directions to the party where we were both going and we went there. It was the most awkward walk, I was scared to talk to her, I mean she was beautiful and if you think i'm joking, this is how beautiful she is: She was the first girl to make my palms moist just by walking into the room. And even though her beauty consumes me,I sit back wondering whether or not I should actually pursue it. I know what you’re thinking: that I’m just some love-sick fool,  but tell me what would you do if you saw the most beautiful flower in the whole world? I mean, even if you don’t like flowers, but if you just saw this one flower that just took your breath away, a flower so beautiful that even the hardest of thugs would stop and say, “Ay yo, that flower’s kinda nice.” I mean a flower so beautiful that a mere glance doesn’t suffice because it entices you to get closer. That was her. 

I never realised until a few weeks after we broke it off and vowed to no longer speak to each other, how important she actually was in my life. She made my life worthwhile but I'm going slightly off-topic. If you want something you have never had, you must be willing to do something you have never had. I tried to do so.  But I was jealous and had trust issues, instead of giving her all the love and trust she deserve I ended up with-holding all my emotions and began to act like a douche. She came to the point where the fighting was unbearable and she just left and to be honest I cried for a day and forgot about her, bringing us to now, I had recently gone back to the place where we first met and the memories flooded back and the good times came rolling but...as soon as I got there I was confronted with the cold reality. A mutual friend had told me she had began seeing someone else, even though, I too, was seeing someone else, it felt as if someone had taken away my sole purpose in life and I don't think I will ever forget her but right now, she's with someone and i think she deserves happiness and I'm not saying it in a clichéd manner but, she gave me the best memories of my life and I hope she has a great future. I know the man she is now seeing will treat her better than I did and I'm glad because she deserves it, she was my fortune cookie, broken, but she taught me every thing I should have already known. 

I hope my story will help you.